March 2012
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I feel very productive today.
“I feel like I’ve been very productive today,” I mentioned, as I was making some finishing touches to my cover letter and putting together a resume. Allison made a mhmm noise before I continued. “I mean, I did most of my calc homework, I’ve written a cover letter for an internship that I didn’t know existed until an hour ago, we went to the gym, and it’s...
February 2012
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Has it been?
I read the progress every day, and every little new development helps. Sometimes I feel guilty about missing him, because I know that his parents must be going through something a thousand times worse - a pain I couldn’t know, and hopefully will never know. And I feel like as someone on the outside, I shouldn’t care as much as I do, but then this is just the way I am.
And there is...
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"I CAN'T SEE THE TV PAST YOUR NAKED BODY." - Me...
ireadintothings:
wayshapeorform:
“drop...
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ALL I WANT TO DO IS DRAW A FREAKING DIAGONAL LINE.
Expectation:
Reality:
I don’t think I can afford to be sick right now.
BUT.
I’m always pretty awesome at fighting sickness when I can’t afford to be sick, so this will all be fine.
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"Actually I've been sick, I probably infected them...
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Oh dear, this really did just happen.
Brain: Sundi, you're tired. Go to bed.
Me: No, I have to wait for the laundry to finish first. I have another load to do.
Brain: Well... then what do you want to do for the next 20 minutes?
Me: Umm. I don't know. Maybe math homework.
Brain: You're kidding, right?
Me: Haha yeah... no. I kind of have a lot to do this week, I don't want to worry about math too.
Brain: That's so funny!!! ...waitwut. You serious?
*20 minutes later*
Reality: Math homework is done.
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To forget.
I have this problem where I forget everything that ever once meant something to me.
Like details that were so important to me a long time ago, and now I can’t remember them. I remember the start and end of a beautiful thing, and even then - I might forget the end of it. But details like tickle spots, favorite foods, habits and tendencies; those things mattered so much when those people were...
Overheard this conversation on the bus.
Guy 1: Fancy some skyrimming tonight?
Guy 2: Excuse me?
Guy 1: You know, after football training.
Guy 2: ...What?
Guy 1: Why not? My dad set up all my stuff last night?
Guy 2: OH MY GOD, WHAT STUFF?
Guy 1: Like on my computer. Got a new mic too.
Guy 2: ...YOU WANT ME TO RIM YOU AFTER FOOTBALL TRAINING AND YOU'RE GOING TO RECORD IT?
Guy 1: WHAT? NO. I SAID SKYRIMMING. SKYRIM.
Guy 2: OH, I SEE. Oh my god.
Guy 1: Pretty sure the girl behind us is laughing.
Me: I'M SORRY, I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU BOTH.
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I had this dream where he was perfect and he was fine, and he was just laying in a hospital bed because he was tired, and not because he needed to be there. He called me just to tell me so, and that I could come visit if I so wished, and how he’d like me to bring my camera so we could take pictures of the sunrise again. I made sure he was okay over and over again, refusing to let myself...
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Why is this a normal reaction?
Le bf: My cat died.
Me: I'm breaking up with you.
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"And I will build a home for you... for me."
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College.
Me: We're in college for school, I keep forgetting.
Le BF: Wut? I thought this was a 4 year party sponsored by my parents.
Talking is overrated.
I’m perfectly happy when I bottle things up.
When I don’t feel better, I only have myself to blame. But now that I’m trying to open up and talk to people, the disappointment that follows is almost worse than the pain of keeping it in. They keep saying, “You’ll feel better when you tell someone.” But they’re wrong. It’s so much worse. Because then I...
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Violin Lake
53/100
sundi100days:
You can wash it all away, and I’ll be someone pure; someone worth having.
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[404] Something really bad happened.
The page you’re looking for can’t be found. We’re sorry, but it happens. Continue here.
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Directed towards Billy and Nick in Jane By Design
Me: NO YOU CAN'T BE FRIENDS, YOU WILL BE IN MORE SCENES TOGETHER AND
Allie: MY OVARIES CAN'T HANDLE IT.
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#21st Century Problems
Roommate: How do you live with yourself?
Me: Huh? What do you mean?
Roommate: You're sitting there on your iPad with your Macbook open in front of you.
Me: Well le boyfriend wanted me to install Hanging With Friends and there's no room on my phone for the app! I have to put it on my iPad!
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"To the excited screaming girls outside my window,...
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Calculus Routine.
I sit next to my friend during my 8 AM Calc lecture, and naturally I’m not completely awake for it. I take these awesome notes during the first half of class before my eyes start to get droopy, and all the while my friend is pretty much fast asleep next to me. Once I start falling asleep, he wakes up, and I tell him what he’s missed, and then I’m asleep too. At the end of class,...
jleahlee asked: I fancy you ;)
I wish we said “fancy” in America. As in, “I fancy you.” It’s such a more agreeable term than “I have a crush on you.” What’s a crush? Like, I AM A BOA CONSTRICTOR AND I AM GOING TO IMMOBILIZE YOU WITH MY MISPLACED AND OBSESSIVE AFFECTION. “I fancy you” is like, you’re so shiny and glittery and I just want to put you on a shelf and look at you for a while ‘cause you’re fancy.
My mother.
lifeonfire-:
Me: Yeah, it’s like a general assignment club for people who want to write for the paper, and if their articles are good they can be hired for staff writing.
Mom: Oh okay, cool! I did that :) we are so alike! Lucky you… except I’m cuter.
Me: WHAT lolol
Mom: Where do you think you got the good looks from? The milkman? It was me obviously. You’re just not as cute as I am.
LOL...
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Not normal roommate things lol
Allie: Ughhhhhh.
Me: Don't want to do your homework?
Allie: Mmno.
Me: We should write a song.
Allie: *singsong voice* meow mreoow meow meow meow.
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Stages of grief.
Wednesday, February 15: Denial It didn’t feel like it had actually happened, I just kind of catalogued the information and stored it like someone and told me it was snowing outside or something.
Thursday afternoon: Anger I took it out on my boyfriend. I shouldn’t, but I was angry with him for not understanding what I was going through, and that’s not fair, it’s completely...
When some bitch texts you in the middle of the...
a-gif-for-you:
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Will, towards me.
“I mean, have you ever cuddled with Allison?”
